tired tired tired.. that is all i can say.. hahs.. today was super fun.. PE first, so played basketball like crazy. Maths later but teacher did not come! woohoo.. free period.. but gt some work to do la.. science lesson was super boring.. eng lesson teacher also did not come.. what a joke.. home economics did stupid things but overall it was fun.. haiyo final yr exams coming.. why why why.. ah yes now everybody in my class crazy over this game murderer.. hahs.. keep playing everytime we can..

whats the hurry?? why can't i jus make things easier? won't that give me a little bit more freedom.. after Final year exams then drag on.. drag somemore.. its screwed, hopeless, nothing worthless.. faith that is a very complicated thing, but why people keep doing this to me? Always the oppesite of me, just when i needed the right moment at the right time. The habit that is always on a person's mind, too addidictive, but however there is always a solution to every problem. People have went through it, why are you stopping me? do i have a choice? of course i have, decisions are so hard to be made. In everything give thanks for this is the will of god. What hope? love? faith? seriously i don't care, no matter what the decision is final.

Didnt you say?
I promise we will work it out.
Guess i never thought things would turn out this way.
I don't care who is right or wrong.
Why are you dragging it so long?
I'm sick and tired of this anyway.

I'm sorry for the things that i made you cry,
guess this time it is goodbye,
I saw a foot step down.
But i felt like a fool because i let you down,
what now? what now?
i'm gone, i'm falling, i'm sorry,
guess i saw a tear pouring down.

[ only heaven knows ]